Marriage

I am having many problems in life. I am unable to forget the one whom I loved. Now he left me staying far from me. I do not know what decision I can make. He is backslider. Some they mail me that he will come back; some they say he never come leave him & led a new life. If I marry another boy I feel guilt to stay with him.What shall I pray to God whether to forget him or join us? If i say join us, some may say it is not God's will, but some say until you ask God can God give. What is God's will? Some time I feel good, but other times I bitterly cry before God to forgive me and remove all my sins and generational curses and join me and my friend. Please I really feel happy to be with my friend. I want God's help, but somebody say it is not God's will. I feel very bad. Let God do His perfect will. Thou the fig tree does not blosom yet I want rejoice in God. If I marry another, I cannot feel good. I lack peace and happiness. Please pray that I may marry to my friend. Let God help me.

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