Slipping

My husband and I have been involved in church and (me ministry) for about the past five years. We did not miss church unless we were deathly ill. Now it seems like we have missed a lot here lately due to vacationing. We don't miss if we are in town, but I just have this scary feeling that we have started putting our pleasures before church. My husband looks at it like we have been going away spending time together for our marriage and bonding that we don't get at home. We have missed like 5-6 times in the past 6 months. I haven't been spending time with God like I should, seems like I read a devotional before bed, and hopefully stay awake to pray. I often wondered how people can be on fire for God and then not. Please pray that I get thing under control and He lights my flame to burn more brightly than before. I have also been dealing with depression over weight gain due to medication. It seems to be an obsession. I am just messed up.

Susan, Mississippi